It’s been a while since I posted and a lot has happened. Been working on my mental health and just being the best person I can be. So, what’s new you ask? Well, after 6 months off of work I’ve been back now for a little over a month and although I love being back, it is taking some time to get used to. Im also on new depression/anxiety medication as well as new ADHD medication, so Im also adjusting to that as well but so far so good.
I quit smoking weed, which is huge as I was a daily, multiple times a day user for a constant 6 years. Ive learned that it is just not a right fit for me personally and ultimately led me into psychosis on more than one occasion, and let me tell you, that is NOT fun! It was actually quit. I don’t miss nor crave it and am fine if others use it around me.
What is NOT easy is quitting vaping. I started vaping about 6 years ago when I quit smoking cigarettes. Its been about a month and half since I quit and it is still hard. I don’t crave the nicotine nor the habit of it. I think for myself, I associated it with using it as an instant tool or crutch for stress and anxiety. I can keep going, but don’t want to bore my non existant audiance haha. I will be posting on a more regular basis though as I need to fill my time in with more productive ways.
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