My life be like Ooh yeeah! It’s a song, if you don’t know it, who cares! Ha! I’m working my little butt off (getting all toned in the process 😉) and have another job opportunity. Booyeah! A year and a half not working and now Im making that money honey. Seriously, I’m living my best life. I may not have a bunch of real friends, and yeah Im kinda a loner but honestly, humans nowadays, I prefer me, myself and I over them any day!
I have grown so much in the past 2 years, even I wouldn’t believe it if someone told me then that I’d be doing everything I am now. I take the city bus to and from work, which I love working in another part of the city in which I live and that’s a HUGE deal with my anxiety and what not. I’ve been seriously getting into manifestation, and it works. 100%! Im a big skeptic when it comes to shit like that but as with anything in life, you don’t know unless you try, so I did and have and man, it’s a game changer. My energy and vibes I give off reaps what it soes. I’ll post another day about my manifestation techniques and how litterally ANYONE can do it. There is really no excuse or set back from getting what you want in life if you actually put in the effort and change the way you think.
Anyway, I’m going to sign off as my Chinese food and sushi await me along with some more Walking Dead episodes. Im a zombie freak what can I say! How many people in this world actually want a zombie apocalypse to happen?! Lol I’d rather deal with The Walking Dead than a ‘normal’ human any day! 🧟
After a very long, very stressful year and a half of not working (the longest I’ve ever gone without a job) my hard work and determination has paid off. Yup, tomorrow morning I start a new job. Although I would have preferred a location close enough to my place to walk, I’ll take having to ride the bus to the Westside to and from over not working at all. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve very much enjoyed all the time I have gotten to spend with my nephews as I cherish them as if they were my own, I don’t get to spend much time with them since they live 2 hours away. I can’t wait until they are old enough to come spend a weekend with me as I love just being a kid with them again. I would have loved a child of my own but unfortunately nature decided I shouldn’t reproduce (probably for the best haha). My self confidence is still a little low despite losing almost 10 pounds since last year and trying to get more toned with yoga, pilates and dancing. Therefore dating isn’t really something Im all that interested in at the moment (mainly due to the guys who live in my city, ones close to my age are already married/with someone and have families or they are still man whoreing, which FYI guys, YOU are going to be the forever single creepers. Yup, its pretty much a fact) I have also found single guys around my age have been damaged by drama queens and now that drama like attitude is reflecting off of themselves.
Without getting into as little into it as possible, I have not been in a good place lately. Mental well-being wise, physical wise, personal life wise, family life wise, job wise, mostly financial wise. Today was not a good day at all for me, but thankfully and I am ever so greatful that I have someone I can vent about it to. Even though we are 12 years apart and have totally different life experiences or yet to go through, we are always there for each other when we aren’t at ate best, to say the least.
Earlier this evening, I received a text offering me food. I was so, touched and felt cared about I started crying. Me being well, me expressed my gratitude and such heartwarming gesture, I denied as that’s just me. Eventually, I did accept a fast food dinner (equipped with a joint, now that’s a friend!) delivered right to my door. It was the best meal and honestly one of the most relaxing nights I’ve had where I live in so long I cant even remember.
There may not be that many great and fewer good humans out there, but if you ever encounter one, those are the ones you keep and treat like family. But hey, that’s just my personal opinion! Thank you so much to 2 very special people out there who will probably never read this, haha! I appreciate you so very much and am so grateful to be a part of each other’s lives. Love & Light
